no more drama

Wow, I'm tired of stress. I am ready for this semester to be over! We had Match Day on Thursday. It was the most emotional day ever. It was so dramatic and it felt like the longest day ever. They handed out our envelopes at 10:40 a.m. and we couldn't open them until 11:00 to find out the "big decision." It was just so emotionally draining and exciting to find out that we got our first choice. I am so proud of Adam! He got in to a top 10 ranked program in the US. The rest of the day was crazy and exciting with our friends. I found out that same day that I had an internship interview in Springfield for Monday so that was added drama because Adam then really wanted me to do my internship in St. Louis with him. Turns out I didn't get the internship in Springfield, so now I definitely have to start trying to get one in St. Louis. We have about 2 months to find somewhere to live, move, Adam to graduate, and me to finish 5 huge projects for school, while wrapping up my job. Who has time for all that while working full time because I sure don't?? My mom is super disappointed that I'm not moving home for 7 months too. She was really looking forward to stealing me for that time and planning the wedding with me. I hate feeling like I disappointed her and my dad but I am excited to start my new life in St. Louis too. Ahh, sometimes I wish I could be in 2 places at once because I miss how easy it is being at home sometimes with the family. I know it's not going to be easy in St. Louis once Adam starts working and has crazy hours. I know I'm going to get super lonely and I will probably start to actually miss school (ha! definitely never thought I would say that but it might happen). I also can't imagine being without Adam though. He is so sweet and funny (and currently making me a lemon pound cake!) and I love just being in the same space as him even if all he will be doing is sleeping when I see him.