I've decided it's time to start blogging again. This idea occurred to me when I came across my livejournal account from over 2 years ago the other day. Wow, a lot has changed since 2007. The last post I had on livejournal was after Charlie and I had broken up and I was finally starting to pick up the pieces of my life again. I hadn't started dating again yet, but I was starting to feel better again. I'm glad that things are going a lot better than that now :)
I guess whenever I feel the need to write, it means that something is going on though. Nothing is particularly 'wrong' in my life right now, but I am definitely about to undergo a transitional period. In a matter of days, Adam and I find out where we will be living for the next 3-6 years. We also find out where all of our med school friends will be moving (fully knowing that most of them are opting to move out of state). I am also feeling very stressed about my upcoming internship for school. It is supposed to start May 24th and I still have no clue where I am doing it. My adviser was supposed to have helped me line it up already but she is basically an idiot.
I'm obviously also planning the wedding. I don't feel particularly stressed about that yet, but I feel like I should be doing more for it. I've also had 2 weird wedding dreams already. In the first, I was so excited to put on my wedding dress and when I opened the box, my wedding dress was fuchsia! Then last night, I had a dream that I showed up at the wedding ceremony and everyone was all stressed out and asking me why I hadn't planned the decorations for the reception yet. They then told me that the only option for the reception was purple candles because I took too long to decide (when the wedding colors are wine and orange). That dream makes me kind of worry that I already have these weird thoughts and concerns in my head and we are way too far out for that to be starting!
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